Just remember that everything you've done in the past has brought you to this point in your life and that from now on you can chart your course and aim for happiness.

Try Cat Stevens "On the Road to Find Out". From this point on you can search for joy, fun, and follow the music to be your own destiny.

( I've heard the rumor that if you play the vinyl record backward, you can hear the words "kill Rushdie", but I think that's only rumor)

If that doesn't work, try Dervish's "I Buried My Wife and Danced on Top of Her", adjusted for gender, of course.