I am truly sorry for your pain. You have an anguished voice. I do know it because I recognize it in myself. Yes, it is better to have had Paris than never. But, I believe the only thing better is to be happy for yourself in who you are and what your life is about. Another person isn't going to do the happy thing for you. Another person is someone to share your life with not be your life. Things break. What do you do? Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and start all over again. Live in the moment. And let music soothe your soul.

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