Skarpi, I, too, am so sorry to hear this sad news. Rage would be a logical emotion to have in this chaotic time. Here, in the USA, those getting helped by our government are running faster and further with more and more billions of dollars. I've never understood extremes like the guillotine---but now I am beginning to see a place for concepts like that. In California a person caught 3 separate times stealing a loaf of bread for the family is automatically sentenced to life in prison with no recourse while these new robber barons are enbcouraged and protected by the powerful. I am truly sickened by all of it.
For what it is worth, all the best to you and your family.