Spaw's right, Mbo. You need to get out and have fun. Go to a movie or visit a museum and have lunch with a friend. Just get out and talk to some people your own age. We all love you. I for one want to hear you, just once, say "I had a great time last night. I did... Have any of you ever tried..." My niece is here with me in NY and suffers from the same syndrome. She never goes out unless someone else plans the entire adventure. Then she has a wonderful time and a week later is moaning that she has no friends and nothing to do.
Work half as hard on a friendship at home as do on your cyberfriendships here and you'll be busy all the time.
In my college days (ancient history) if a guy showed up on campus with a guitar, he would have a group gathering within minutes to sing or sit and listen. Try it.
Now, before you take any of this to heart, remember I just said "Spaw is right". I may be wrong or insane.