I am always amazed someone will pay good money to hear me play music.. My voice isn't the greatest .. There are better banjo players but for some reason I can hold a room. I love doing it and people put up with and even pay me to do it.I am very thankful to them . There are a lot of things to balance here but in the long run <><><> Its sort of like going out with a person .. I cant choose for them to like or not like me and I have to respect them to make their choice about me . I just have to be brave enough to be present ..   This holds true to me on the whole thing about putting music up on youtube.. I have met so many wonderful people from putting up clips on YT.. Are they great music ?? Maybe not but the sharing starts a dialogue that, I hope is worth something .. All good all around . All the best to old friends here , Guy