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Two years ago I regretted the coming violence and suicides that job loss and a starved economy was going to produce. It is now here as we watch in horror desperate lost men killing friends, family, strangers and police in suicides turned inside out.

People can run amok even in the best of times, but today it feels like there is an epidemic of ordinary people going out in a sick vengeful blaze of glory. These people are not social psychopaths who generally have a delusionally high sense of self esteem. These people have lost all self esteem. They begin to hate themselves as they lose hope and the courage to persevere.