Have decided not to be worried about things that are out of my control.

If I am well enough, I will be there. Feeling quite dodgy today with sharp neck and jaw pain left side and general icky feeling that goes with palpitations. So I am a bit iffy. Might be the chinese take away from last night. Has happened before.

Really want to be there, because I have been looking forward to this since June.

Bought the potatoes, parsnips and carrots and will prep and parboil Friday night. They can then be finished in whatever way, people choose.
Also planning to bring 2 dozen devilled egg halves and banana loaf.