MY brain does grope for reason or meaning -- it just accepts the chair and has a nice sit-down.

Sheesh, Amos -- just accept what IS and the rest will be explained in the acceptance. That's what I do and you'll never find a better, more centered, person than me. I can explain the WHY of the Universes to you, but until you EXPERIENCE the WHY you'll never UNDERSTAND.

I'd levitate over and help you, but it's SO bothersome filing a flight plan these days, explaining why you're not in an airplane and stuff.