I can finally type through the tears. You are all such a wonderful, loving bunch of friends. I can feel your help and have done since last night...just couldn't post. I will answer each of you, later, but please know I am most thankfull and some better thanks to you all, even garg and his backhanded expression of concern. (Thanks, Janie for addressing him:-)

To give you an idea of where my head has been: when I read Spaw's comment about Rog seeing the light at the end of the tunnel, my immediate thought was "Where did I say my Rog was dying?!" THEN I reread it and went, "duh"..at work, at work...no relatives waiting in the Light, just a work job getting done! Phew!

Last night, my mind was on all of you instead of any doom and gloom. Thank yew! More personal responses later. For today, I have Morgan all day and he brought over his dulcimer, too. So, I am taking baby steps, each minute of the day. Thank goodness you are here, my friends.

I love you,

kat