I did not say anything about life being worth living with or without a an alcoholic drink,you invented that.,
what makes my life worth living,is my music and my singing.
neither did I give excuses for drinking to excess, [both my mother and stepfather were alcoholics]however having two pints of beer at 3.8 percent over two to three hours is not drinking to excess.
because of my family background I think a lot about drinking behaviour,including my own.
yes , you are ignorant in the literal sense.
I have explained why I have been breathalysed three times in 40 years,I think that if I was a drunk,I would have lost my licence before now.
you seem to enjoy telling me what to do.
finally, being stone cold sober is no guarantee of being safe,I could be killed by a perfectly sober driver talking on his her /mobile phone,or who falls asleep at the wheel through tiredness,or who just has too much tetesterone,and thinks he is a racing driver.