Thanks Melani and my ol' pal MMario, but I'm not looking for amatuer advice. I need professional help. I'm a professional musician, I expect no less from my mental health care support givers. Where is that doctor, anyway, Golfing? I've been waiting since before noon! harumphfff. Speaking of golf, I've heard that the reason there are golf jokes is to give bagpipers a break. compare and contrast