"And if it's the right thing to do, which I know it is, why does it feel so horrible?"

Simple... it is a loss on many levels. No need to go into all of them. Each is a loss and they all add up.

Just remember one thing... if it is the right thing to do, better now than later. If, by some strange twist of fate, it's not, it will eventually right itself.

No words can stem the feelings. Only time heals. In the meantime. take solace in another simple fact. Life happens and sometimes all we can do is wait for time to heal.

Just don't be hard on yourself in any way... life happens... whether we like it or not.