((((((((((((((((((Raptor)))))))))))))))

Hang on in there, you are now on Hug Therapy! It's horrible to lose a parent, especially if you had only one left and the other dying so short a time ago. I really feel for you. You are surrounded in hugs to help yourself to - though a lot will just arrive :-)

Accept the fact things are going to get harder before they get better but remember you have a lot of back-up behind you from the Cat. PM me if you think I can be of any help (not sure where you are - I'm in Yorkshire.

Lots of love and hugs
Tig
xxx