Naw, Sins, Donuel has the right thread...I think he's entertaining me and trying to talk me into breathing. Sure did put a big smile on my face. Thanks, Donuel!

Thanks, Sins and Jacqui,too. The anaemia is no longer a problem, nothing seems to be except still using the O2 during the day and that, I think, is mostly because I forget to breath deeply enough and need to lose about ten pounds more to be where I was when I got sick and didn't have to use it during the day.

It was the bully doc whom I got rid of who was really causing the fear. The cardio just kind of stepped in it without thinking, i think. I feel nervous about seeing him because of what went on, then. He never called me back to get the echo, so I know he doesn't think I am in dire straits...it's just some ptsd, imo, that is coming up from last summer. Yes, I think it is cathartic to write about it. I am most gratefull to you, my friends, for listening.

I do wonder if zoloft can make a person feel more depressed than not, when the levels are raised. I'll call the pharmacist and ask him; he is a very knowledgable guy and will get me an answer faster than my doc. Right now all i feel like doing is eating lunch and taking a nap. Morgan hasn't called to come over and I know I should call him...he wouldn't enjoy it much anyway, right now.

Thanks, again,

kat