Will, how lovely, esp. that smile at the end! Thank you so much! Considering what I've been through in my life, I do feel lucky, most of the time, but I need to gather some more, so yours is certainly welcome!

Oh, Spawdarlin'...that's what I do with Rog. Have him hold me and tell me everything's going to be alright. And, I know what you mean about this place, recently. I figure the new therapist might give homework of staying off Mudcat for a day or two to see if I can!:-)

Rog will be at the cardio's with me and will remember all of things I don't.

maeve, Dear One, thank you so much, from amidst your own tragedy, you turn and give to a friend. Amazing woman, you are.

VTam, thanks for the info, but there is no anaemia now. I took care of it, partly by taking Folic Acid. It works much faster and better and is safer than iron tabs which I do not take.

Rog came home for lunch so I feel a little less isolated and lonely. A little better. Still haven't call my little guy and I feel badly about that. I feel a bunch of responsibility to have him over as often and as long as possible because I don't like some of the influences at home. (Another thing to talk with the therapist about because I know I can't change it.) Too much video games, esp. World Warcraft and too much tv and movies. Last night he and his "dad" watched Behind Enemy Lines...NOT something I think a 6 year old should see! My daughter knows better...she was at work, but knows what they watched. Bah! I've gone on too long. I'll do the meds until I see the new therapist and get started on really tackling this stuff.

Thanks, again, my dear friends, for listening.

luvyakat