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Posted By: GUEST,999
24-Jan-10 - 05:17 PM
Thread Name: Lyr Req: Twin Death (poem by Patti Smith)
Subject: Lyr Add: TWIN DEATH (poem by Patti Smith)
Vineland gave you the link to the poem. Here it is (thanks to Vineland).
patti smith's poem "twin death" in interview magazine
Subject: patti smith's poem "twin death" in interview magazine
Date: Sat, 13 Oct 2001 13:56:12 -0400
i was walking home last night and noticed that november's "interview
magazine" has a poem by patti smith and pictures by bruce weber. cover
art by francesco clemente.
awoke to the sound of a passenger plane singing its end. awoke to the
sensation of spirits - a purgatory of souls ascending the billowing smoke
and ash filling the sky at the base of my street.
they are gone. the twin posts that anchored our city. an hour before
i waved goodbye to my daughter heading for school. i sat on my stoop
gazing at them sleepily, disinterested, then returned to my slumber,
in the arms of my love.
awoke to the sound of f-15's and helicopters circling above, drawing
me from bed into the street. the towers are gone and the skin of our sky
they are gone. what form of intelligence has committed this deed?
what portrait could i paint? what lines might i draw? from what human
memory can i draw from? i can no longer picture them. on my wall are
sheets of drawings, abstracting the cross and the motion of resurrection.
i remove them and set them away, taping up fresh sheets, returning to the
street to think.
yellow streamers snake through the streets, wrapping my ankles. as i reach
to free myself, i notice the light if different. they way it falls on
and on the back of my hand. momentarily inspired, i pocket some streamers
and head back.
taping the yellow strip across the white sheets of paper, i find i am unable
to draw one line. it should be so simple, child's play to trace their dual
silhouette. but i can't. i'm afraid that i won't do it right. i'm afraid that
art is useless.
they are gone. and all those people. i keep sitting on my stoop looking
towards the right, to where they were, thinking they will reappear. a dazed
businessman impeccably dressed, save for the white dust covering his shoes,
passes. he doesn't seem to know where he is going, but his shoes tell where
he has been. i think of picasso and how he reacted to the bombing of
guernica. how he translated his pain and horror into a monumental work
that moves and teaches us to this day. i return to my wall.
if you look at the dust, one can see towers where there are no towers. like
the amputee feeling the pain of phantom limbs.
i never really liked them. i protested their construction. i was empire loyal,
resenting anything that might eclipse her. but through the years, i not
only accepted, but also came to love them. it seemed wonderful because
there were two.
awoke to the cries of "usa! usa!" nationalism is brewing. flags are flying.
the sight of them fills me with conflict, for ours is a global concern. we are
on human time. we are new york. a thoroughly human city. diversity is our
pride. humanity is our duty - to offer one's hand, one's bread, one's prayer,
and one's human love, with no distinction of faith, party, or nationality.
dawn has yet to break and i awoke to sirens and thunder and the rain
against the skylight. volunteers' voices carry through the stage set of our
streets. driven to be among them, i rise, dress quickly, gather up my
required identification and enter into another world.
lines of emergency vehicles are exiting, moving south. irrationally attached
to our checkpoint, now unmanned, i touch the discarded barricade,
draped in rain-soaked steamers. the same yellow streamers that stretch
across the white sheets adorning my wall. a face mask hangs on the edge
of a long sawhorse that has restricted our street. the still life of the hour.
lights cease flashing. the rain dissipates. houston street re-opens. the
citizens reclaim sixth avenue.
only blocks away, workers mobilize, rescuers continue through the night.
men cry out not to other men. i know nothing of the pain of their labors, what
their eyes have seen, what their hands have clawed through. jean genet
would have known how to glorify those callused hands. i cannot even
offer to shake them. i feel conspicuously invisible, dressed so poorly in the
pre-dawn of national mourning. when the sun rises i shall dress in white,
with respect for the ash veiling our city. the ash of our cremated towers.
9.14 a day of national mourning
it is a morning for mourning. we, the people of the city, awaken to the rain.
the god of abraham is weeping. allah is weeping. the feet of jesus, and
mohammed are wet with tears and the people bow and grasp the damp earth.
a day of mourning, and for what shall we mourn? the humanity and the
humanity invested in its architecture? the fate of the innocent afghan
peoples? shall we mourn our inability as a people to communicate?
we are still the children of babel. speaking in divided tongues, unable to
comprehend one another. the cries amongst the rubble of that
colossal wreck are our own. babel's tower possessed the collective
imagination of man. but they unlawfully penetrated the dreams of god.
their ability to communicate was confounded to punish them for a
lack of humility. perhaps when we humble ourselves as a people, will
we communicate again.
once, in another century, i penned with arrogance, "i am an american
artist, and i have no guilt." now i feel compelled to utter, "i am an
american artist, and i feel guilty about everything." in spite of this i will
not turn away: i will keep working. this i perceive as duty. as i pray to
god that in days to come, i will not awake and rise with the blood of the
afghan people dripping from my american hands.
may we ask for wisdom and, in possessing it, the moral courage to exercise it.
may we ask to be emptied of hate so to attain harmony.
may we strive to comprehend one another.
for the first time since the attack, i enter a subway. i go as far as broadway
& nassau and a walk to liberty street. i have my first view of ground zero.
i come here with some reservation, as i do not wish to trespass. but i want
some answer to a question vaguely formed. like a child i want to see them,
or what is left of them, and say goodbye. i also believe they will tell me
something of why i care for them so much, why i miss them, and how they
should be remembered. in this pursuit i am ranted this vision: from
liberty street i see their skeletal remains, resembling brueghel's portrait
of babel. atop them two twisted fingers reach heavenward in the perfect
shape of a v. the simple sign for peace.
we return to work. our mayor has wisely counseled us to engage in our
daily human tasks. i know now why i mourn our towers. because they
were young, and symbolized the optimistic strength of our young nation.
my wall has twin sheets of paper. there is no image. i have decided that is
my portrait. not what we see, but what we don't see and will never see
again. two pure white sheets empty as the sky to the right of my stoop
at the base of my street. PATTI SMITH
that was really beautiful patti it brought tears again to my eyes. thank you