Captain,
No two people should worry about the same thing at the same time. It is a waste of time and energy. I can name a few dozen people worried about you this time around so that means you get to concentrate on healing. Just relax and go to sleep and when you wake up it will be all over. Once you know the outcome, you can deal with it.
Whine away, Sweetie.
One of those few times everyone will listen.
Mary