I am not sure what you mean Lizzie. My thoughts on Show of Hands are public on a number of threads you have started.

When I wrote self-indulgent bollocks I was talking about your writing.

If you mean you are leaving and not coming back (could that be a SoH title?) then I will believe it like I usually do, i.e. not at all.

She has left because some mudcatters are mean and she has left to join the man she loves. Each time she came back.