Lizzie; I'm worried about you. Your last post descended into what appeared to present as genuine paranoia, which bore little or no resemblance to the realities of the discussion on this board. If you are not doing so already, you should seek some help, urgently. This really isn't meant as an attack on you in any way whatsoever; I'm genuinely concerned about your wellbeing. Your seeming compulsion to fight virtually everyone you encounter online and the apparent anger, frustration and grief it causes you cannot be good for you. Irrespective of your outstanding arguments and grievances against those you perceive to be persecuting you, I urge you to take an objective look at the situation. Perhaps review your posts on this thread; is there anything you now regret saying? If not, you're in real trouble. An absence of self-doubt is psychologically very dangerous territory.
Posted in peace, and in a spirit of genuine concern
Tim