Very restless and emotionally draining night last night. I kept dreaming that all the people I love had cancer. I dreamed the Pete had to get a port and being that that procedure was especially hard for me, that freaked me out. I woke up crying 4 times last night. FOUR.

Something with me is so off (let the jokes begin)....very weepy. I know it's the meds. It has to be the meds.

I need a decent night's sleep. SOON.

Michelle

PS. About Veronica and photos....are you kidding? LOL It'll be worse than prom night here with all the cameras going off!!!! And that hug? I can't wait for it!!!!!!!!!!!!