Besides, 50% DON'T have a relapse. Why can't you be part of that 50%?
You are halfway home from the chemo. There is a beautiful baby in your near future. Hang in there, Lily.
Reading info on the web can be empowering but it can also be very misleading. Use the information wisely and if it is affecting your emotional stability, leave off for a bit.
I do puzzles and cryptograms on free sites to keep my mind functioning and sometimes make the time pass. If you can, try it.
And if you need to just sit back and feel miserable, it is OK. You have earned the privilege.
Mary