Get your cheese out people because this is a whine alert!

Seriously.

Today I leave for my 4th chemo treatment and I just plain old do NOT want to go. I finally am feeling healthy and now I have to go let someone stick me with a a giant ass needle and put toxins in my body that will make me feel like shit again and make me more tired than I already am. I KNOW it's killing any floating cancer cells and that's why I NEED to go. But I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of having my bones hurt. I'm tired of my fingers tingling to the point it's hard to write out a check or pull out my debit card. I don't want to sit in that stupid, uncomfortable plastic recliner all day. I just want to be at home, feeling good with the people I love.

I DON'T WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!    ******STOMP************

*********POUT**********   

*****LAYING ON THE FLOOR KICKING TANTRUM*****

Crap. I do HAVE to go in about 20 minutes. Travelling there today, treatment tomorrow. *sigh*