Michelle, I know it's important for you to get this stuff down in your mind, but be careful, please, to not obsess over the past bits. KNOW that you have been well-treated by the docs you were guided to and KNOW that you are free and clear of it all NOW. The "what ifs" about the future and thinking far ahead can drive a gal nuts. I know, it did me until I had to come to a full-stop!*bg* We can all tell you it will be okay and it can help tremendously to hear that reassurance, but deep down you need to believe/know it, too, as you are the most powerful healer there is for you.

I always take a pad with questions on it, too. Recording the doc on your camera is brilliant. I have thought of doing that with my cellphone, but usually have Rog there to help me remember.

I watched some comic or someone recently, talking about men and women and communication; it may have even been something I read here or a link I followed. Ultimately it came down to the husband/partner's job is to just say "It's okay" or "It's going to be okay." I like that. My Rog doesn't always respond with what I would like, word-wise, but he remembers that one, really well, and it always make a believer outta me! Here's to your Pete and what he is doing for you that way, too.

Oh, and, it's going to be okay!*bg*

kat