I read something very interesting the other day (I have no idea where I read it).....most cancer chat sites have the most activity late in the night...like now...almost 3:00am. If I don't take Ambien, I either don't sleep or I wake up multiple times during the night..usually with multiple freakish nightmares....horrific stuff..never a complete night of uniterrupted rest without meds during chemo.....must be some powerful stuff to disrupt a body's sleep rhythm so much. As long as it's killing cancer cells....ALL the cancer cells, then it's fine by me.

I took some Ambien about 30 minutes ago....la la la.

In the meantime, I've been looking at wedding dresses online. Why? Well, I've been thinking about the things in life I've always wanted to do and one was to wear a wedding gown. I've been married now for almost 18 years but when we got married, I did not have the dress of my dreams. So...we have discussed renewing our wedding vows and I WANT THE DRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) And I want to wear it in my church as Pete and I were not married by a priest....so that's something I want to see happen too. :) Pete is all for it!!!! :)

Michelle