Hmmmm...I seem to remember having to tell you to take the Xanax waaaayyyy back. It's okay to use the meds when you are going through such a MAJOR event as you have been. I know you don't want to get strung out on meds, but you won't because you aren't wired that way. As you say, Take the Meds and let it go, already!**bg**

Sleep tight and sweet dreams. See ya on the flip side!

luvyakat