I am more aware than ever that not being able to commit to this piece of property is a major factor with respect to gardening.   It is not where I want to be. It is where it is immediately practical for me to be. I could learn to want to be here, but am hesitant to do so due to both family issues and concerns about employment stability. When I started serious work to create the garden in Hillsborough, I believed I would be there for the rest of my life.   I do not regret what I did there. I'm not sure I can do that again, however.