Gnu,

   COUNTY....not country!!!

I'm having a really bad day....that imagine just cut through me. I watched it several more times looking at the happy faces, the girls skipping, my new friend Doug who is the CEO and has asked me to write for them.....

   Got some potentially disturbing news about the adoption that may set us back AGAIN.

    Tracy called and told me that at her last chemo treatment (as in her final treatment), someone in the chair beside her died.

I've cried until my face and throat hurts...everything is swollen, my belly hurts from coughing.

I finally remembered I have Xanax and took some.

I need a break. I want to run away. Far, far away.

Michelle