Much love, strength, courage and support of those she loves to your friend!!!!! Support is absolutely imperative!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I knew how to express how much having this place to come to and collect good thoughts, prayers and love means to me.....and that I can access it 24/7.


Had myself a nice panic attack today. Called the clinic and was sure they were going to want me to come to the ER because I was feeling very short of breath.   Nope. Xanax and call a friend.

Pumping up the protein today in hopes of raising my hemoglobin, getting more oxygen in my blood.....pasta with more protein than chicken with milk, cheese and very lean beef added in.

Trying to relax myself and breathe....reminding myself that it's ok. I'm ok. I can do this. It's not an emergency. I just need to slow down and breathe.

Michelle