disturbing to say the least, as with most, people come out of training doing the lets get em ... once they are in that positions and have to use the weapon, the rest of their life they are messed up ... exactly what Rap said ...

unless one is defective in character, it is nothing to celebrate. There are few people that can match my handgun skills, there are many who can match and exceed my rife skills, but I never had to use either thankfully ...