Well, I don't know if I qualify as a creative person or not,but I can certainly sympathise with Bill, having had my fair share of problems with hyperventilation, paroxysmal tachycardia,acute anxiety,nicotine,alcohol,librium,valium,barbiturates,nardil,& marplan (both mono-amine-oxidase inhibitors) ------but I'm fine now !!No more pills,and no smoking for the last 7 or 8 years (Yippee !).Poor old Bill, though---I know how he feels (I think).