I don't know, Lox....I don't experience it that way. I can observe myself from the standpoint of what I am doing, but I can also observe myself from the standpoint of my awareness of my inner nature, which has nothing to do with anything I either "do" or "don't do". It's just a sense of "me-ness" that I have.

I choose the things that I "do" from the options that I have available to me, and that helps to determine how I express myself outwardly. Sometimes I find ways to create new options for myself, and that can help me to change my outer reality. But my inner nature is independent of those kinds of considerations. My inner nature is the essence of my humanity.

Best wishes,

Carol