My dear friend. I know so many people this happened to. The economy of the world is just nuts anymore. But I will tell you this. It is impossible to keep a good person and a person as smart as you down for long. You will re-group .. you will come back with a plan stronger. And it will work for you. That I have also seen many times .. Life will not keep good people down for long .. they bend, they don't break. Everything happens for a reason .. this one seems to suck right now but I am sure it will be fine .. I am sure of it