>>Like you Jack, I could pass comment "when I was an atheist" , Not all makes sense to me though. I've thought "a thousand times" I understand it but still both in deed and understanding do not seem to be there. <<

I honestly have no idea what you are trying to say here. I am trying to speak as honestly and objectively as I can. If it does not seem that way to you, I am sorry, but I have sincerely tried.