This gets heavy but,

Stringsinger, I have difficulty with free thinking these days as my own mind even though it is supposed to be logical has got so much wrong over the years.

I'd personally also have difficulty in free thinking as very personally I would like to submit to the power I believe is real.

Adherence is something I would try to do and have tried and failed to do...

But, yes I do see your point about "political theology" and I do not want to follow anything like that.