"Cut and paste from my own Word documents which I wrote them on."

You mean you rewrote the stuff from other older material you found, not that you made it up totally yourself (possibly by divine inspiration?) with no outside research of previous writings on the subject. Noting really wrong with that, in and of itself. But even the best intentioned can find it very character forming to realise they sometimes get the wrong end of the stick, and make mistakes.

"you just have to attack everything to convince yourselves there's nothing to it."

You can have whatever OPINION of things you want: just don't try to convince others (or even worse, yourself) that you never get a weird mystical occult slant opinion (as explained by the Philosophical point about the Law of Fives) on straight forward things and attack those who attempt to improve your education.

No jealousy: when you can demonstrate that you understand things that others do, and don't make sweeping claims that you know everything better than others possibly could, then you might get respect. When you demonstrate respect for others, you might get shown some yourself.

Stalking? You're the one that came here, and keeps coming back with insults and massive amounts of unattributed (you only now claim to be your own old rewritings) cut and paste about weird occult things in a BS thread.

This is a Music Forum, that also tolerates a bit of rugged good natured play in BS threads about any sort of weird opinionated shit. That is why this section is labeled BS.

If you had started a Music Thread (no BS prefix) above the line with the preface that the following was YOUR OWN OPINION and INTERPRETATION rather than taking the line that you had some mystical deeper revelation of the occult withheld from the rest of us mere mortals, many of who have been around Music for a very long time, you might even have been congratulated on YOUR OPINION. Taking up other BS threads about things like the Shakespeare Conspiracy and other contentious non music topics first, did not help you trying to present your own personal opinions about the 'magic of music' in a BS thread either!

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