I'll get serious for a minute... I am remiss and remorseful.

I won't tell the story as it is long and involves heartbreak. I did my duty to my family and that involved giving up my true love and our future. That was a big mistake because, in the end, it was the wrong thing to do. 20/20 eh?

Suffice it to say that I truly rue the fact that I did not fulfill my most important duty in my life. I did not put grandchildren in my mother's arms.

It just happened.

As far as "Why I sould not marry..." ?

I can't think of one good reason outside of knowing you would be spawning sommat vile, whatever that might be.

Sorry for being serious. Just a lotta shit going on today in the family and I have been "thinking"... sometimes a stupid endeavour.

But, I felt I had to say, ... "most important duty in my life.", because I am coming to the realization that it is.

When you break the circle of life, you break all... including yourself.