Like Thomas in the New Testament Steve, who wouldn't believe his friends in spite of overwhelming circumstantial evidence ... it is not 'evidence' you want as you have already had some... you want definitive proof.. Nothing less will do for you because of your mindset. The only way you will get proof is to find it for yourself because you basically can't 'trust' other peoples words only your own opinion. I guess what you will find in life will be of your own making.... I just hope you find the real truth...... whatever it is.........................
Best wishes, Mike.