Mathematics is the language that describes the physical world. All science is based in it. When order emerges and patterns surface out of seemingly random acts .. then I see the creator. It is completely alright with me that you do not. None of us have any answers to life, we all follow out own path. I do not and will not tell you how to follow your life as long as you do the same for me. We all will never get through this life alive (as Art Thieme always says)