I served for 26 years & was lucky enough to not to be called to any place where the shit had hit the fan, I know it is not as most of the films portray it, I have a few mates "who have been there". However the shit storm is coming & the sooner we sort it out the better. I am sorry that you saw things that have hauted you & respect you for that. Am I willing? Well you don't sign on the dotted line if you are not, do you?
Regards Skipy