Dorothy, Being as you were on anti-depressants at the time, have you ever questioned your perceptions, and/or if your son would, or could keep from you his real feelings, as not to set you off again..which I'm sure he had to live with?
Also, anger going outward is anger..anger going inward is depression. So, who were you so angry with???..Yourself excluded???????
Bottom line: I think that projecting YOUR feelings about YOUR experience would be HIGHLY questionable, when addressing another person's feelings, to a whole other circumstance!!... that are not your own..such as mp's.
But I'm glad you're making peace with it.

GfS