Praise, that is exactly what I did say at the time - i.e. I would come back when ready. I am just coming back to one of my "wound up with God spells" (sometimes I handle it, sometimes I don't but the fact remains that nothing has changed and it is just a case of handle it, handle it, handle it... The only other fact is things got worse in 13 years I prayed to Christ and I thought I would voice it here and would love to hear public opinions of why this should be from Christians- come on why and what do I do to change it.

If the stuff works, why should it take private emails to answer?

Jon