Flattop,

re bed, no, I was in a mixed primary school at that time.

re women, no, someone I'd known since the first Conwy festival suddenly put her arms around me and told me she had wanted me for years within a week after me saying I knew one indisputable proof that my life was weird... I may give the rest of the tale one day but I did not chase her.

Troll, I know what you are saying but I have seen psychiatrists and apart from the shizopreninc diagosis that was made purely on the evidence of me hearing voices, they came up with nothing. I have discussed the matter with several. The problem that has defeated them is that although my actions alone could be put down to my mind, the actions of others are more difficult to explain... Perhaps the greatest example of that which I can prove is my work situation.

Hotpoint said and wrote to the psychiatrist saying that I was one of thier best employees and they would do anything they could to help me. In practice, they kept increasing my workload inspite of protests from me. Any doubt on the latter can be proved by the fact that my leaving caused a restructure and what had become my old job was taken by about 2 1/2 people - not bad for a caring company... BTW, in case there s any doubt over my work during this period, I was the author of our department's (Production Control) succesful BS5750 (later became ISO 9000) approval at first attempt and also the user manuals for all stock movements in the introduction of what was called MECCA - again provable - there was nothing wrong with my work to give reasons for them to want to push me to the point of leaving.

kat, I am reading what you say, I'd just hoped for a Christian answer but that never comes. I can relate to your lost souls bit but the question is how to get rid of them?

Praise, I will read and respond to your PM later.

Jon