What I'm about to say is not a sarcastic/snide comment... Emily, I wish I had a belief like that, really, all or at least in part written down in a book, but I haven't found it yet. Maybe I'm a little jealous, but things just seem so complicated to me. Seems like whenever I start believing is something, something else comes along and says, "hey, what about this..." and I start all over. I guess I'm wishywashy. I've always been a bit envious of hardcore "believers".