What Dr. Steinberg, his psychiatrist, really meant was Write the novel, with the brilliant main character being THE psychiatrist, modeled on myself of course, and feed my ego, feed my ego, tell the whole WORLD how I healed your penchant for living in such an `indescribably disgusting, miserable, debilitating, tedious, and grossly irritating world.' YES! Tell the world!!!, he laughed maniacally, quoting himself being quoted in the now written novel.