Patrish:

My sympathy. It sometimes helps to extend your attention and see if you can locate her (wherever she may be in the little-understood process of migrating out of one form of existence into another). Minds do communicate. They link in ways that no network engineer could begin to explain. I recommend you give yourself the luxury, if you can, of reaching out to Jean and establishing a communication link straight between the two of you. You may be surprised. And if you succeed, make a point of delivering any communications you were not able or not willing to deliver to her while she was still operating a body.

If this cannot work for you, then I suggest you write her a letter, again seeking to bring to closure anything you wish you could have said, or feel you should have said.

I hope these suggestions are useful; you are of course completely at liberty to reject them out of hand, should you so desire. I wish both you and Jean a speedy healing from your losses.

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