Patrish, I am so sorry to hear the news about your friend.You must be devastated, and I wish I could be there to offer real hugs.
The responses from everyone else has reduced me to tears. This community is so loving and supportive to each other, and as we get to know people individually, we know that their good wishes come from the heart.
Think of your friend kindly, Patrish, she didn't want to cause you such pain.
Love, Bron.