It may surprise you to know that you are welcome here anyway. We don't have a lot of folks here who readily admit to playing one of those things. Now that you are more aware of the climate here, you might want to consider staying at the Mudcat as the sensitive and thoughtful person who started this thread.I suggest, though, that you create a new (shorter) name and start anew. Who would know? I suspect you have quite a bit to share and hope you will do so.
Allan C.