"considerable amount of thought"...I've weighed up the evidence both for and against the existence of God. Honest I have. I've stated it so many times."

Well I have weighed it as long as you have. The average Monk has spent orders of magnitude more time and energy than you. So on the basis of that argument you are crushed flattened and completely dominated.

"Trust me, I've done the math but I can't show it to you because you would not understand." Is that what you are saying? Your other arguments.

All you are saying is that YOU do not have the imagination to comprehend God and you have given up trying.

If you think that gives you license to mock and berate others, I truly pity you as a lost soul blind to his own childish and unwarranted arrogance. Climb down from your horse Don Quixote, put your lance away.