Its not your prose that it is the problem it is your delusions of omniscience. No matter what the topic, you claim to be an expert. You've done it seen it, got the Phd.

We all can be mighty in our minds. Tell us what mental health facility you are in. We can send you cards, pictures of the outside, whatever you want as long as you can't hurt yourself with it. I guess you wouldn't want a bible. Also, we could write your Dr. a note suggestion that she up the dosage on your lithium.