Based on the lifetime numbers of eggs and sperms that your parents produced, the chances of the particular ones that turned into you getting together were 250,000,000,000,000,000 to one. One stray flick of the sperm's flagellum over a nanosecond sending him off-course and it would have been somebody else, not you. For that, you get all those decades of life on Earth. I mean, how good is that! You're a winner! So stop wanting even more, afterlifes an' all that! You've had billions of times more than your share already! Make the most of what you have (and you'll find that easier if you get off your knees!)